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I still think of you… I still miss you. I miss our long conversations and the way you tease me. How we were on the same rhythm. I think I’ll always miss you. Old memories, how bitter sweet they are.

I hope to find someone like you. Acutally I hope to find someone better.

Took awhile to see all the love that’s around me
Through the highs and lows there’s a truth that I’ve known
And it’s you - Thousand Foot Krutch “Breathe You In”

I may have wondered far from who I was. But please understand that I have never felt more like myself than I do now. And if you can look past that, you’ll see that I have always been me. I was lost, trying to undercover who I really am. Now I can say that I am finally comfortable in my own skin and bones. This mind of mine is filled with thoughts and wonders. And I want to live out my life expressing how I feel. I want to love and hurt. I want to experience it all.

When you told me you’ll be in town and you want to see me, my stomach fell to the floor. I didn’t except to see you so soon. Now I’m smiling like an idiot and that’s totally okay. I figure I would be miserable, missing you until next month. That’s when I thought I’ll see you again. But now that you’re coming, I’m so cheerful; I might just burst with these emotions. I get so nervous around you, my heartbeats a little faster and I fear you’ll hear it. Yet, I’m comfortably at ease with you. I enjoy our conversations on randomness. You’re silly ways of teasing me. I secretly love it when you open my doors for me. I replay the moments over and over in my mind. I’m not sure where this road will lead us, but I’m glad I have you to share it with.