it hurts right here.



another night out to drown out the memories of you.

I’m afraid I’m falling apart and I don’t know how to gather myself together. I’m going out tonight. I wish you were coming. I wish afterwards we can crawl under your covers and fall asleep in each others’ arms.


“I may not have loved you first.
I may not be the one to love you last.
I may not be the one to love you forever.
However, I am here to love you now. In this moment.”
